Supposed to be forever

Since I was a little girl, I always wanted to be like you. To shine like you do, to talk like you do, to smile like you do, to walk like you do, and to become what you are. I know I have the possibility to be better then you are, in some circumstances, but I don’t want to think that way. I am so proud that I have a person like you by my side, always watching me. Although I can’t see you, I feel you watching over my shoulder. I really am proud…

I admire your way to be happy when they are all worried for you. I trust your idea for your own happiness, but please…don’t leave.

I want you here for me,for them.I think I am the only person ready to admit that for your present happiness you have to leave.It makes me wonder how long will it last.It’s been a long time and I know distance will do as apart,and we won’t be able to be what we are supposed to be.

Although you are not gone yet,I already miss you…